http://cable07.blog.friendster.com/2006/04/restlessness-part-1/ Mon, 21 Dec 2009 06:34:52 +0000 http://wordpress.org/?v=2.6.2 http://cable07.blog.friendster.com/2006/04/restlessness-part-1/#comment-2 ira Sun, 16 Apr 2006 23:53:59 +0000 http://cable07.blog.friendster.com/2006/04/restlessness-part-1/#comment-2 hi aids.. idon't want to sound preachy , just sentimental. i once prayed ardently to god that he lead me to my niche. all my life i wanted nothing but to be a good lawyer. but i found myself in the corporate. such a sad fate.. or so i thought. then i can't seem to find myslf. i'm no good at work, mataas standards ko eh. despite the promotions, something is lacking. then i fell in love ( clearly not my plan.. i was able to shut off love life for the longest time - your friend was just in time... hehehe ), and i thought that'll complete me.. still , not the answer i was looking for. then the greatest heartbreak - i moved from job to another, i was dumped for the love of his life. then i came full circle.. then little by little, i found what i want, who i was, who i am... it was a long and tiring road. i almost given up hope. but to hold that small spark of hope close to one's heart and to be steadfast and faithful that one day it will again shine brightly is a start. i am happy now. well, not completely, but i never thought i'll be this far. you will find it soon, aids.. just keep on striving, hoping and believing... hi aids.. idon’t want to sound preachy , just sentimental. i once prayed ardently to god that he lead me to my niche. all my life i wanted nothing but to be a good lawyer. but i found myself in the corporate. such a sad fate.. or so i thought. then i can’t seem to find myslf. i’m no good at work, mataas standards ko eh. despite the promotions, something is lacking. then i fell in love ( clearly not my plan.. i was able to shut off love life for the longest time - your friend was just in time… hehehe ), and i thought that’ll complete me.. still , not the answer i was looking for. then the greatest heartbreak - i moved from job to another, i was dumped for the love of his life. then i came full circle.. then little by little, i found what i want, who i was, who i am…
it was a long and tiring road. i almost given up hope. but to hold that small spark of hope close to one’s heart and to be steadfast and faithful that one day it will again shine brightly is a start. i am happy now. well, not completely, but i never thought i’ll be this far. you will find it soon, aids.. just keep on striving, hoping and believing…

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